Journey to the Mother July 2008
I ask to journey with Owl in order to better understand the purpose
and focus of my new book and to ask for guidance in accomplishing
Instantly I am with my council of Elders. I greet each one,
through brief eye contact a small bow on my part. Their faces
are somber. They do not speak; Wise Woman, Twin Woman, Bear-man,
Shining man; now I am beginning to wonder, have I done something
wrong? – Sewing woman, her assistant, Intense man –
he holds my gaze a little longer and I wonder what he is seeing
or sensing in me – and Laughing man, who still radiates an
aura of joy but who is not laughing today.
Greetings completed, I stand to address the Elders “Greetings
Elders, it is I…” Wise woman interrupts “We
know why you are here, Denise. Sit.” Her voice
is not unkind, but it is firm and I sit immediately in silence.
(One does not argue with or question Wise Woman!)
All are staring at the fire, so I look there too. The logs
spit and crackle. Buildings fall, flooding engulfs other areas.
Are these scenes of destruction? Of Armageddon? I don’t
understand what I see.
All is still and I hear a voice within me “Request a dismemberment
journey, Denise and come join me.” Instantly my body
is dust and sinks into the Earth, like sand sifting through gravel.
I am in the Mother, of the Mother and my skin is itchy from the
poisonous, toxic substances being poured in her, on her each day.
I rub my back and cities fall. No movement of the Mother is
without consequence for the surface dwellers. If her intention
were to rid herself of those causing her discomfort ALL would perish
and none would remain and the end would be swift; but she is a mother
and loves her creation; the two-legged, the four-legged, the winged
ones, the swimmers, the creepy-crawlies, the rocks, the water, all
are loved. Still there is a feeling of exasperation…
I sink further, down, down, down. Now I am in a round,
smooth room, with doors all around. I turn and the Mother
is there, old yes, ancient in fact, but still beautiful and strong.
The energy of all life flows through her and from her. Her
shape shifts from an old bent woman with a cane to a woman my age
straight and tall with a staff. This is the still center.
“How can I serve you?” I ask, humbly.
“The time of cleansing is at hand. Many will die.”
“So it is too late already?”
“No, some will choose to move forward differently. Some
will see the connection and know their actions have consequences.”
“But we all will die anyway. Death is inevitable.”
“Yes your death is inevitable…and then the resurrection.
How many will go to the Father? How many will allow their
spirit to rise? How many will I absorb and wash their souls
clean again through the rocks washing on the beach and the waves
beating on the shores?”
“You wish for me to tell of Armageddon?”
“No. That word is not the one. But know yourself
that the purpose of your work has deep consequences. Do not
take it lightly.”
“How can I serve you?”
“Only love has any power. Teach them to love me again.”
The callback begins. I thank the Council. I thank the
Mother. I look at Owl and take my leave.
Journey to the Water Goddess
One of the ancient names for the Water Goddess is Sulis.
That is how I referred to her during this journey.
In November of 2008, Michelle Schultz and I decided to work together
in order to access messages from “Earth Speaker”, the
name given to me by the trees at Crescent Falls during my annual
Vision Quest that summer. Michelle is a fellow Psych-K practitioner
and a hypnotherapist in the Calgary area. We had some interesting
experiences combining shamanic journey and deep regression hypnosis,
and found it to be a very effective tool.
Since my initial journey to the Mother, in which I had been told
of upheaval and transition for the planet, many events have occurred.
During my Vision Quest I had been told that a rupture in the pipelines
of Northern Alberta was possible. In the Fall of 2008 three
attempts had been made to blow up the pipeline near Dawson Creek
B.C., very close to the Alberta border.
As well, many other non-environmental calamities have struck the
world; food riots, the global economic collapse, with all repercussions
being felt by ordinary people becoming more common place.
Michelle and I decided that, if there was more information available
on how to provide people with comfort and hope during this time,
it was worth a try. What follows is the result of a shamanic
journey I took with the hypnosis assistance of Michelle.
here to hear a free 2 ½ minute sample of that session.
Click here to listen to the full 27
minute audio file (Large file - 62MB)
In summary, the information given during this session was a warning
that some bodies of water are already at the point of no longer being
able to support life. Since all water circulates endlessly around
us and through us, sooner or later, that “dead” water
will end up in the cells of our bodies. Vibration (either light
or sound) along with intention and awareness of our dependence on
water are the tools needed to purify and clear the “poisons”
(anything man-made that was meant to destroy life or to not decompose—plastics
as an example) from Water. Over and over, I was told that if
the poisons reached the heart—that part of us that contains
the soul—we would be no more. Also contained on the audio
file are songs channeled from the Rain Goddess.